I want a perfect love.

Do you sometimes have the feeling where you're very tired? When you just wanna give everything up and just lie down and rest? Take a short break?

I don't wanna point fingers or say who's right or who's wrong this time round. I am tired of explaining and telling how I feel.

How would you feel if someone always fail to listen to how you explain, how you're trying hard to make things work. You curb your temper, you tried doing things which will make them happy and avoid those which would upset them.

Do you see it?

But on the other hand, they keep making it worse. They get too possessive. They try to forbid in lots of things that you really wanna try and do. Just a text and they will think overly much and show a black face. You return home late and they get angry. Yes, you know you made them worry, they have every right to be angry, but can they just let you go wild once in a while? Can't they just not keep being angry after you've apologised a million times?

In the past I never do apologise, but now, cause of you I said sorry, for things which sometimes I feel that I never did any wrong. Just cause I don't wanna quarrel. I hate cold wars. I rather all the times we spent tgt are happy ones. But do you accept those sorries?

This time round, you wanted a short break, so I gave it to you. It's for the best of us. Maybe after the break we'll get an answer which works best for us? Maybe we just need a rest so that we can take a longer journey tgt? But why are you now making me worry about you by the facebook posts you wrote? Why can't we just let ourselves calm down so we could walk tgt even further?

Tell me what you want from me.